Tuesday, September 30, 2003
9/30/2003 11:29:00 PM
"Serenity"
Ah definitely a well-timed break away from the hellish place we call school. Ok, maybe not that hot, but definitely like a pressure cooker. Speaking of appliances, "Life is like a vacuum cleaner, it sucks." haha. Oh what did I do at home you ask? I did bio june paper and maths specimen -_-". What else can I say?
Changed the font size on this blog. Hmm looks pleasing to the eye now.
Don't feel like going tomorrow either since CJ is not going. So. Darn. Bored. And. Sick. Of. Damned. School. But parents gave me a lashing on how I should not skip school. "Intro. Outro." So I don't remember a single thing they said. I don't care. My main purpose of skipping school is to have a proper rest. Yes I slept 12 hours, but with rants and scoldings in between.
Well, have to go rest my tired eyes. So that I can see my friends tomorrow. My bed... I just want... to sleep... forever...
~ZZzzzzz.......
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
Sunday, September 28, 2003
9/28/2003 07:42:00 PM
"Sunrise"
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
"Phase"
Ah hell with prelims! Doesn't really matter alot to me though... But I actually learnt 2 things form it... That my physics, without studying, still can get D -_-... I was actually just hoping for a pass... And that my chem... is really really really WEAK.
As I said, to hell with prelims!
Damn VJ so blardy kiasu... mark papers so fast... people got S papers still want people to go for lessons in the morning... we just finished prelims no break one ah... think we superhuman? Even RJ gets to stay home for a week and TJ gets half days... AND WE STILL GOT TO COME BACK DURING OUR STUDY BREAK *rant* *curse* Ah hell!
Now I have gotten it aside, I want to talk about this thing called "fatalistic"...
Quite facinated about it when Tim told me it interests him deeply...
I was wondering whether it is actually just a phase of life... Whether everyone will get out of it, with some sooner than others... Whether it plays a part in maturity... Something like mood swings and depressions, except that one gets stuck in it for a longer period of time... much longer.
Alot of these views come from teenagers and young adults... Well that is where most of the recent suicide cases arise from... Are people getting WEAK? Or is it that society has not given us a proper environment to grow up in? Are we too dependent on society? Just theories... maybe true maybe not... But as the cliche goes... There's a rainbow after the rain... We can get out of it. I guess.
Badam. Always have a premonition something bad will happen later in the day... Reached home to find the enlistment letter on my table. Damn. 12th Dec. My As end on 27th Nov. I have got less than 15 days to slack around before I go in. What a waste of 2 years. And they wonder why Singaporeans cannot catch up with other countries. What do we learn in the 2 years? Run, eat, bathe, rifle, run, eat, bathe, sleep. Repeat. From the way we follow instructions like a zombie, or forced to, it is no wonder why Singaporeans follow everything the government says. Sheesh. Good life.
Now I need to run often, save money, study hardER, and slack less. Oh yah eat less. Woot what a beautiful life we all have.
Ah crud, Binaltech Smokescreen is out... All die-cast parts with lights and suspension and it looks exactly like a model car... Except that it transforms... Only 75 bux! But me and my silly save money notion... >.< Guess only Masterpiece Prime can suck my money away...
Oh yes, Joyce if you hear me could you pls help me fix my tag board below? Thanx a million! Tagging below is really not a good idea...
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
