Wednesday, August 31, 2005
8/31/2005 07:46:00 PM
"Honesty"
...i guess is the best policy after all...
i kept it in me
shruging it off every time
someone mentions it
fulfill my duty?
cover it up desperately
my principles
my conscience
my ego
myself
i gave in
the truth came to light
.
.
.
the consequence
was not as expected
breathed a sigh of relief
and continued to watch the clouds go by...
thanks to everyone who supported me in my decision...
~fin~
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
Monday, August 22, 2005
8/22/2005 10:32:00 PM
"Preconception"
...notice how everyone forms an opinion about someone or something based on nothing they know...
It's sick when people misunderstand what you do.
It's even sicker when they hold on so strongly to that belief that all they see is a fog.
They are blind. We all are. If we choose to be.
It's no use sharing your side of the story with them no matter how much they claim they want to hear it.
Nothing matters to them anymore. Nothing will go in. Ever.
Aren't we all tired of explaining ourselves to the ignorant?
Change? Nope. You have been like that all this while. You just did not know it before.
*listening to "Untitled" by Simple Plan*
On a MUCH lighter note, it is my best friend's Birthday today! 20 years old now Al! I do hope you finally find someone who can take care of ya... It's been how long? Since primary 1 ya? That's like 13 years... and I still remember^^
To the one whom I treat as a pillow, I'm really sorry if you felt that way. I offered my hand, but you wouldn't take it. You only want to protect me, not allowing me to protect you... Thank you.
~fin~
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
Monday, August 01, 2005
8/01/2005 02:46:00 AM
"Memoria de la^Stono"
Sitting by in the evening sand—
Twilight, the song of peace;
Clouds dance up with the heavens' stars,
Chanting the name of joyous bliss.
Water fades back from wood to jade,
Gliding on rainbows high;
Flowers bloom into brazen whites,
Reaching our hearts when they're entwined.
Angels chained by a beast locked in slumber;
Sin washed away by the swift flow of time.
I may know the answers,
Though one question I still hear:
What twisted fate has brought us
To worlds that run so near?
Distant worlds together,
Nearer 'cause when once we are,
When I find words inside me
To sing to you this song—
To sing with you this song;
To sing to you, your song.
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Well anyway, it's time to start throwing bits and pieces out of the window and pick myself up. Been kinda dead for too long it's disheartening.
One thing I still hate though: Going to work. >.>
What I need to do:
1. Sleep more.
2. Sleep even more.
3. Return my eyes to their original size.
4. Run more.
~fin~
transient dreamer.~`unconscious