Friday, September 30, 2005
9/30/2005 06:20:00 PM
"Contemplation"
...think think think...
spent more than my pay this month ; ;
star convoy: $130
soundwave: $50
chokogin doreamon: $70
ffvii ost + book + ffvii:ac shipping: $100
ffvii:ac keychains: $36
i remember i still need to buy stuff ; ;
just trying to keep the number "3" in front...
saving gil for a trip to Texas next May
want to meet all my ffxi buddies
hope lily lets me stay at her place @.@ otherwise that's more expenditure ; ;
it would really be fun to meet everyone^^
then again it is just tentative... hope it comes true.
wishing upon a shooting star~
~fin~
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
"Advent"
...yeah I am cheating :P
wanted to do this for a long time but didn't have much time to update
well i finally got my photos uploaded (surprisingly fast)
and if people are wondering what i meant when i said:
"i lugged 7kg from woodlands to home"
this is it: (or rather these are what i brought home)
the main box itself:
first open:
main stuff:
kewlness!
i know there are still the cloud and fenrir figures but i will do them when i finally get tifa, vincent and sephiroth.... and try to get a display case.
what did you say? the movie? oh it's AWESOME.
~fin~
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
Friday, September 09, 2005
9/09/2005 08:42:00 PM
"Drive"
...down memory lane
just started my driving lessons again, continued rather
i am glad i didn't put my last 3 lessons in april to waste
having lessons everyday is good in the sense that i will have more confidence when i drive
the bad thing is my eyes hurt a lot from all that night driving and i am sooo tired at the end of the week
it is getting much more fun though
i just want to get done with it really quick so i can drive around
drive myself to work, to school, to have fun
bring my friends around, fetch them home...
so my parents don't have to worry about me so much anymore
...of course that does not include the accidents and stuff :P (touch wood)
i am leading a really peaceful life right now
workload is alright with good colleagues and superiors
good friends to hang out with
this very close friend whom i can confide in (yeah she's strictly staying as a friend)
got what i want and need
yup pretty satisfied
oh yes, i am tied to no one and freedom kinda feels really good
although the sense of loneliness creeps in after dark but that can be easily gotten rid off (that's what i think anyway haha)
no more ranting for a bit for you to clear your ears :P
~fin~
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
Monday, September 05, 2005
9/05/2005 08:14:00 PM
"Ambiguous"
...i want to hold your hand again
i finally got a digicam after all this while^^
got it for $749 with tons of freebies (although i loathe my friend who got it for $699 on the last day >.>)
been playing around with it and i like it alot
will be putting up interesting pictures soon^^ (i hope)
i will be starting my driving lessons (continuing more likely) tomorrow
i really want to finish it up so that i can drive around freely and get rid of this nagging thought that i have to pass my driving before i go back to school
on the other hand i want to sleep -.-
grrrr one full month of intense lessons, i really hope i can withstand the tiredness
got to plan this really nicely or i will either die of tiredness or i will postpone the lessons again <.<
..... no i cannot -.-
chatted with her over MSN today...
i...
was happy to be able to talk to her again
like old friends, really really good friends...
halfway throughout the conversation i suddenly had the urge to cry
i still miss her a lot.
i really do.
i thought the feeling was gone.
goodness, the nightmares
they come again.
~fin~
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
