Tuesday, June 27, 2006
6/27/2006 01:20:00 AM
"Patience"
is wearing thin
why do i keep waiting for things that will never come?
hope?
~fin~
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
Sunday, June 25, 2006
6/25/2006 12:54:00 AM
"Truth"
i quote from a friend: "I think you have the care and love that lulls people into a family sense of love, that's your genuine love."
/sigh... oh well^^
~fin~
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
Thursday, June 22, 2006
6/22/2006 12:09:00 AM
"Hilarious"
~tunes that stuck in my head >.<
click on the linkies~
everything you can do~
shiro-san~
~fin~
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
Monday, June 19, 2006
6/19/2006 01:41:00 AM
"Fruits"
~what we do in the past will present themselves in the future
the road we used to walk down together was usually barren
saplings were planted and supported
the harsh wind and rain proved to be too strong for the supports
this poor little sapling was almost uprooted
we were there and we tried to place it upright again
didn't think much of our actions then
few days ago i walked down this same little path
there it was, the sapling we saved many years ago
it's a strong tree now
i smiled to myself and looked up into the evening sky
oh how time flies~
~fin~
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
"Awe"
~it always surprises me how much i enjoy the annual "chalet"
i have grown quite anti-social lately
just want to lie back and stare at the skies
day-dream myself to peaceful slumber... all alone
i guess... it wouldn't be too bad to host a "chalet" at my place again
i really needed to keep laughing like that
so what if we all were just slacking
so what if we didn't do exciting things
we all were happy and it was a break from our boring routine
i actually heard the question that was raised by you all
about when will this tradition end?
well... when even the usual few who would turn up stop coming...
that would be the time
...and that would come earlier than me getting married because i have no intention to get married ^^
but please someone else get a car >.>
we might be selling off the condo in a few years' time so...
oh well, we can always gather in some place more convenient *wink*
like let's say somewhere next to the MRT line *wink*
...and no i wasn't talking about lix's house.
these are friends i would like to keep forever
even though sometimes we don't have time for each other
i hope we all would make it a point to at least come for the annual "chalet"
i hope we can all grow up together
i love every single one of you.
~fin~
transient dreamer.~`unconscious
Thursday, June 15, 2006
6/15/2006 09:13:00 PM
"Compendium"
~haven't been updating in a long while~
i am very selfish
all i have been telling everyone about my trip is that it was fun
fun didn't even touch the surface of what i felt
but to be honest, i can't really describe it either
i didn't do many things that the average people would deem as fun
i played FFXI together with my friends
i went on 12 hour road trips laughing and getting to know more about my friend
i stayed up till 6am in the morning laughing and eating and chatting
i got drunk on my birthday, then spent the next day feeling like crap
i got to eat food my friends cooked
i got my cheeks pinched
i did enjoy myself in florida, but it was mentally tiring as well
this trip was well worth it and i will gladly do it again
all i need to know is that i am truly happy
i will be keeping the rest to myself, since most people want to know about the "fun" things anyway
sometimes i tend to shun my friends
don't take it personally
i just like to have a lot, and i really mean A LOT, of personal space
i like to do everything accordinging to my plans and if they are interrupted, i will be really unhappy
oh oh and i am REALLY grumpy if i don't have enough sleep
i found out an interesting fact about myself
i like to keep helping someone without knowing my limits
i will do it until i'm really worn out then i will get angry / tired / depressed
i did it again recently and lashed out at my friend
then he asked me why and i thought about it and realised i did this many times in the past as well
but... that was too late to amend ^^;
better late than never right?
...and yes my room is sanitized :P
to my best friend:
i know you're strong enough to carry yourself through these tough times
i know i haven't been around you much but i am always here
give me a call if you need me
you need room to breathe now
~fin~
transient dreamer.~`unconscious