Liminality

2008-08-08T15:33:00.003+08:00

"Late!"well only after 1.5 months lapeektures!busy with stuff so no captions!but yeah quite easy to figure out la...december going hokkiado woot!~fin~

2008-08-08T13:50:00.002+08:00

"Bling"so shineeeeefinally got them done over a week and ~$350they definitely look damn awesome.as for japan photos... oops kinda forgothmm thinking of revamping my blog~fin~

2008-07-06T18:42:00.003+08:00

"Marker"~it's called a marker not a gun.after much contemplation about meeting new people, i decided to spend my saturday afterday playing paintball with the guys i play call of duty with on the xboxboy i was thankful i didit was sooo much fun we spent the whole afternoon laughing and taking picturesalthough it was raining very heavily before we started, our spirits were not dampenedinstead, we

2008-07-01T09:11:00.003+08:00

"fail."well i'm back from japan lolthings that failed:1. fell sick halfway through my trip. i think i ate too much peng kang...2. because i fell sick i couldn't continue with my weight loss regime lol3. i'm still at the weight i lost until... but i look bloated / fat i have no idea why4. i couldn't find what i wanted to buy in japan...5. ...so i came back and spent even more money >.< so i'm

2008-06-07T12:18:00.003+08:00

"Mope"...wow i did really badly this sem...2 B-, 2 B+ and 1 A-this brings my cGPA to 3.95...how to get 2nd upper like that?who was the one who told me astro can score -.-meh... anyway it's overjust finished working for catherine yesterdaynow feel a bit lostit's been one month since i started working for herthat would explain why i didn't blog for so long :Ptime passed so fast!well i enjoyed my

2008-05-17T10:23:00.002+08:00

"Research"~i get to run a research study!i'm going to gloat that i got picked out of 15 people to help dr wan run her research study /danceit's mostly about conformity and uniqueness i supposefirst day first session was a disaster thoughcomputers screwed up, amos and i mixed up rooms / colours, etcthen amos had to go work and i did the second day by myselfsecond day was fine and i'm definitely

2008-05-14T10:59:00.004+08:00

"Birth"~happy birthday to me~yesterday was my birthday and teresa brought me out to eat~!we went to Ma Maison at Central, clarke quay due to recommendationsthey serve japanese western foodwe took the set lunch for $16.90 each and teresa ordered a glass of mango juice for $5soup was clam chowder soup and it wasn't too milky, just nice!...you know i don't take veggiesi took the hamburg steak with

2008-05-05T14:19:00.004+08:00

"Weary"~sitting here has never been so relaxingexams are over and i've accomplished quite a few things!thursday -- brought teresa shopping and went cycling in the eveningfriday -- doctor's appointment then rushed to school to meet Dr Wan then went for a jog saturday -- had a hair cut then went for a swim and then went for a walk in the eveningsunday -- went running at 7am then family lunch!

2008-04-20T13:38:00.003+08:00

"Guitar"~guitar hero 3!i kept whining about how i badly want to play this game but got no money to buy iti think i whined for like 3 weeks hahaand that's after i whined about rockband (another game but with drums) for another 3 weeksteresa got so sick of me she bought it for meoh well i think i studied too much and got bored so i took this damn ego picwoohoo!basically it's one of those games when

2008-04-17T12:03:00.001+08:00

"Caramelldansen"~i cannot stop watching this...~fin~

2008-04-08T11:25:00.002+08:00

"Weird"~phonecalls in the night~well.. something like thati couldn't sleep last night so i was scrolling through my phone listthen i accidentally dialed my late friend's numberexpecting to hear "this number is not in use", the line actually rangso i quickly hung up, knowing that someone else took the number liaothen that number called me back twice, both of which i promptly rejectedso i sent an

2008-04-04T10:45:00.005+08:00

"累"~还是不能休息。。。忙完了三个月，还以为总算能躺在床上，闭上双眼睡一个大觉。其实已经到了最重要的考试时期。。。我已经精疲力尽了呀。。。什么是努力？什么是奋斗力？什么是百折不挠的精神？我只希望不是白费力气。。。我真的很累很累。。。我为何要走这条路呢？~fin~

2008-03-04T17:06:00.003+08:00

"Destress"~who ever said we cannot take a short break from work?on the last day of school for the first half of this sem, i told jiayin and siti "i want to spend money"...and off i went to funan to get myself a new laptop!i lazy to take pictures so i kope this from wikipedia >.>anyway it is really very small and lightwhen you carry it it feels like a bookheck it's even lighter than some of our

2008-02-26T12:36:00.005+08:00

"Taiwan"~welcome to Taiwan!abit late to post this I know but a lot of people keep bugging me to update my blog*cough*lix*cough*xian*cough*i can't really remember where is what but what matters most is the food right?? erm i mean the photos!first the sights!teresa and my brother at the airport:museum where the "jade veggie" yu bai cai is stored:flower gardennnnn:early morning climb stairs ; ;200-

2007-12-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

"Vacation"~when you need a holiday, you start to celebrate ~Vitamin C's VacationI have been too busy stuck in my virtual world after exams ended to bother about anything else :POh yah 1 strategy to note: Finish exam half an hour before time's up and escape before they start collecting papers bwahahaEveryone seems to be going on holiday. Me too! Going to Taiwan this friday with my family and Sasa~

2007-10-08T11:45:00.000+08:00

"Timeout"it's when you're faced with a problem and you can't make a decisioni wonder why i didn't have anything to say last nightmany things went through my headlike why is this happening again and againlike why can't i just stab myselflike how i am stronger than thatlike how i don't want to go back into depressionlike how this time it is my fault but i was still acting like it wasn't.it's time

2007-07-20T18:16:00.000+08:00

"Soundwave"A short review + pics of my latest haul:I would say Soundwave is a good buy... for a figure and not as an MP3 player.Playback quality is good and volume range is good as well. Then why is it not a good MP3 player?1. 1 AAA battery lasts 6 hours but in order to insert it, you have to UNSCREW the battery compartment.2. No battery life indicator.3. No songlist indicator. It's like an Ipod

2007-07-20T12:33:00.000+08:00

"Jello"~fizzy jello in a can as i promised, Ket/JhedWas sooo looking forward to XPing today and we finally did! Yay! A pity Ketra was tired and party had to disband ; ; Time to seek again I guess...~fin~

2007-07-18T23:39:00.000+08:00

"Slip"~forgot to put this up :PHappy Birthday to me^^~fin~

2007-07-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

"Restitution"~back from a long hiatusI haven't exactly been blogging in a long time.Lots of things have happened this past 6 months or so.Well to sum everything up:1. 2nd semester sucked. Big time. GPA dropped from 4.6 to a whopping 3.7. boohoo.2. Teresa and I are getting along just fine. I would say I'm very happy actually.3. Still as broke as ever with all those figurines/Transformers/games.4.

2006-12-29T01:17:00.000+08:00

"Hmmmm..."what affects us the most?due to the earthquake in taiwan, singnet and starhub have lost internet connections to areas out of asia6 communication cables were cut and 2 were found dead with 42 injured.now the thing is, everyone is focusing on the loss of internet instead of the families of the bereavedthere will be some people who will say that it is wrong and we should turn our attention

2006-12-24T15:18:00.000+08:00

"Passion"the title of the concert i attended last nightlast night was one night gamers in singapore will never forgetit was the night we had the first game/anime music concert held hereby a small ensemble from Eminence, an australian group, we were treated to songs from games like chrono cross and xenosaga, and from anime like Laputa and Princess MonokoMr Yasunori Mitsuda was there as a guest and

2006-12-24T15:02:00.000+08:00

"Jingles~"it's xmas eve! it's xmas eve!i've managed to keep myself really busy these past 2 weeks or so...i found a hidden stash of money somewhere *gasp* that i was saving up for something huge next year but i decided that with all my commitments, maybe i won't be able to achieve thatlooking at how i cannot get my Wii (curses!) before xmas, and i didn't want to waste precious holiday time, i

2006-12-12T10:09:00.000+08:00

"Kyushu~"the land of sights, food and shopping!Even though it was a short flight, it was still a 1am flight and being me, someone who cannot sleep on planes, it was kinda painful. Lousy movies! Anyway, after we touched down and spent an hour at immigration, we set out on our tour of Kyushu island!First stop! Huis Ten Bosch, a quaint little town designed European style. When I walked into the

2006-11-30T00:11:00.000+08:00

"Dragoon"sexy.Luck fools with me in different ways.I have wanted to finish collecting the very rare pieces of armour from FFXI to complete my Dragoon Relic Armour Set for a long long time.In the end I gave up and quit FFXI.Just recently, sickened with the bad news regarding my Wii (more info below), I was so bored I decided to join my friends for one dynamis run in Beaucedine Glacier.Just after I

2006-11-18T16:59:00.000+08:00

"Epic"this has got to be the biggest weekend in video gaming history.The Sony Playstation 3 launches in the US today (Saturday) and the Nintendo Wii launches tomorrow (Sunday).Well, to describe both briefly, the PS3 is a graphics-intensive console that costs US$600 but has already been jacked up to SGD$1600 and I heard US$4500 in the UK. The games that were launched, well, did not get very high

2006-11-16T20:05:00.000+08:00

"Absolute"the word that totally slipped my mind during my psych finals today...not sure how i would do actually...MCQ and essays were decent but fill-in-the-blanks sucked. bad.come back soon dear dear...~fin~

2006-11-14T14:16:00.000+08:00

"Wii"17/11/2006well at least that's the US release dateit's something that i've been waiting for for a looooong ass timeimagine swinging your controller like a tennis racket and the character you're controlling hits the ballimagine pulling it back to perform an arrow shot in Legend of Zeldaimagine holding 2 and playing the drumsand of course who would forget about fishing!*waits patiently**taps

2006-11-11T15:07:00.000+08:00

"Beautiful."Absolutely beautiful.Dedicated to all you Zelda fans out there:~fin~

2006-10-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

"Embittered"I'm not angry. I'm just really disappointed in you.as a side note, I've finally quit FFXI, which held the past 3 years of my life togetherthank you all of you, i will never forget the times we had.~fin~

2006-10-08T20:01:00.000+08:00

"Redeux"i feel crappy.it's all those expectations again...are they from others or are they from myself?i can never really tell sometimes...it's tough to not be so negative about certain issues...especially when i have been there and done thatand what i got out of it was not satisfyingam i asking for too much?are they asking for too much?nevermind.weeeeeee!i've just sent an application to audible

2006-09-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

"Duo"...two sides of a coini am seriously not a night personin fact, i can be quite a different person at night and when i am tiredi can be the total optimist in the daywith a smile permanently etched on my face and words that will give you stitches in your side just from laughing!on the flip side, i can the total pessimist in the nightbreaking your mind with the most obscure thoughts~it's

2006-09-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

"Blacklisted""no more using the name Belinda to make a booking lor~!"we camewe sawwe conquered$30+ sashimi platter X 5$9 grilled squid X 4everything on the menu X 1total: $132.67 for 4 persons ala carte buffet...we're sooo blacklisted.~fin~

2006-09-03T11:18:00.000+08:00

"Citrus"self-absorbedimagine in your hand, you hold a fully ripe yellow lemonyou rub your fingers around the edges and feel its bumpinessputting it close to your nose, you take a whiff of its fragrancenow you slowly place it down on the tablewith a sharp knife in one hand, carefully slice the lemon horizontallyit should break into 2 almost equal halvesits juice spurting out and trickling down the

2006-08-10T21:20:00.000+08:00

"Prior"just got home from fish's 21st birthday chaleti miss them the more i meet up with themsome of them have left for overseas studiessome of them will be leavingsome of them i have not met in a long time"at the end of the day we'll still be here""i guess"haha... not sure what to say to you when i saw you, my lab partneri definitely want that photo we took!school is not exactly that fun :/i

2006-08-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

"/farewell"see you again soon my friend......at least until the europe backpacking trip XD~fin~

2006-08-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

"Prompt"trying to understand why i do thingsi finally bought a new ring^^time to get used to a new feeling on my fingeri kinda miss my old ring already but i need to let go of some thingsnow the funny thing is...did i buy this ring because of the design, the price or because...i didn't want a certain someone to feel responsible for getting me a new oneinteresting how this thought actually popped

2006-07-25T01:21:00.000+08:00

"Kiss"~dreaming of kissing a strangerinteresting how doing a search online about the significance of this brought up some ideas1. i long for closeness and intimacy in my life2. i need to get acquainted with a certain aspect of my life that i am not aware of3. there's a need to conquer (huh?)4. it's one of those dreams that i usually have which foretell an exact scene in the future...and to think

2006-07-07T15:25:00.000+08:00

"Zoo"weeeeeeeee~! zooooooooo~!haven't gone out with her in a long long time!happy happy~! XDnext week we go swimming :3~fin~

2006-07-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

"Elixir"that was soooo heavenly~chocolixir from godiva was totally worth the petrol, the $3 carpark fee, the $2 train ride and the long drive to town from choa chu kangmade me soooo high and filled me with euphoria~oh man, i found an alternative to alcohol for when i am depressed...i think all of us were looking for something to cheer ourselves upafter visiting wing khum and had a bout of awkward

2006-07-03T20:56:00.000+08:00

"Hmmm."i know i am slow but...smallville season 5 episode 12 really made me cry...not tear... but cry.~fin~

2006-07-03T18:01:00.000+08:00

"Detox"it's time to try to get back to a more organised lifeFF detox for 5 days regime start~!i went to east coast to cycle with huixian, zuzhao and his siblingsnow my cheeks, nose and forehead are red from the sun ; ;feel so good after the workout though! feels so good to be in the hot sun again~no matter how lame you are, i still <3 you and your family :Dwell the best way to forgot about one

2006-07-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

"Disorientation"it feels like i'm really really smart and dumb at the same time!i always know what i want, how to get it and how to keep itbut little things will pop up along the way and distract memaking me lose focus on the big picture...even if the small things aren't related to the bigger thing at alli just get so caught up trying to solve everything at once that it overwhelms me sometimesi

2006-06-27T01:20:00.000+08:00

"Patience"is wearing thinwhy do i keep waiting for things that will never come?hope?~fin~

2006-06-25T00:54:00.000+08:00

"Truth"i quote from a friend: "I think you have the care and love that lulls people into a family sense of love, that's your genuine love."/sigh... oh well^^~fin~

2006-06-22T00:09:00.000+08:00

"Hilarious"~tunes that stuck in my head >.

2006-06-19T01:41:00.000+08:00

"Fruits"~what we do in the past will present themselves in the futurethe road we used to walk down together was usually barrensaplings were planted and supportedthe harsh wind and rain proved to be too strong for the supportsthis poor little sapling was almost uprootedwe were there and we tried to place it upright againdidn't think much of our actions thenfew days ago i walked down this same

2006-06-19T01:22:00.000+08:00

"Awe"~it always surprises me how much i enjoy the annual "chalet"i have grown quite anti-social latelyjust want to lie back and stare at the skiesday-dream myself to peaceful slumber... all alonei guess... it wouldn't be too bad to host a "chalet" at my place againi really needed to keep laughing like thatso what if we all were just slackingso what if we didn't do exciting thingswe all were happy

2006-06-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

"Compendium"~haven't been updating in a long while~i am very selfishall i have been telling everyone about my trip is that it was funfun didn't even touch the surface of what i feltbut to be honest, i can't really describe it eitheri didn't do many things that the average people would deem as funi played FFXI together with my friendsi went on 12 hour road trips laughing and getting to know more

2006-04-26T00:19:00.000+08:00

"Temporal"see ya all at the end of may~this is what i call an adventure X3~fin~

2006-04-13T00:35:00.000+08:00

"Passion"Omoidaseba haruka haruka Mirai wa doko made mo kagayaiteta Kirei na aozora no shita de Bokura wa sukoshi dake obieteita Natsukashii iro ni mado ga somaru Mae wo muitereba Mata aemasu ka Mirai wa doko e demo tsudzuiteiru n' da Ooki na kanban no shita de Jidai no utsuroi wo mite itai na Nido to aenu Hito ni basho ni Mado wo akeru Omoidaseba haruka haruka Mirai wa doko made mo kagayaiteta

2006-04-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

"Sanctuary"In you and I there's a new land,Angels in flight.My sanctuary. My sanctuary Yeah.Where fears and lies melt away.Music inside.What's left of me.What's left of me now.I watch you fast asleep,all I fear means nothing.In you and I there's a new land,Angels in flight.My sanctuary. My sanctuary. Yeah.Where fears and lies melt away.Music inside.What's left of me.What's left of me now.My heart

2006-04-11T20:33:00.000+08:00

"Finale""you will only be an NSman after 2359"-something i've heard a million times and wondered when it will be my turntoday is the day i complete my national service or in short:ORD LOH!it wasn't really that earth-shattering as i once thought it would bei had mixed feelings...i missed everyone there, well, most of them anywayall there is out of this whole day is... i get to not report to camp

2006-03-12T23:50:00.000+08:00

"Burier of Illusions"Bathed in that light, the world entered an age of bliss until, after a time, the gods fell into slumber. That world was called Vana'diel.However, this age will not last. The great bane will devour the fair land of Vana'diel.The ancient seal will be broken, awakening nightmares of ages past.The blood of innocents will soak the earth, and the world will fall into fear and

2006-03-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

"Drama"it's interesting to know how much my resolve can be shaken by so many things that happened within a single monththen again, it makes me stronger, allowing me to enforce what i firmly believe ini'm still heading down to the states but that cost me some trauma and tensionpeople fight over the stupidest things that are not even existant in real lifepeople form unusual bonds with others non

2006-02-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

"Disappointment"i can't go to the states now.../sigh~fin~

2006-02-01T17:58:00.000+08:00

"Celebrations"~Happy Lunar new Year!seeing how everyone blogged about iti think it is time for me to do the same^^this year seems very... free.so few people to visit, so free people visited usmy brother fell sick so we didn't have the usual cousins-movie outingso... it is bai nian then go home and FF >.>;well it was a really long weekend... that went by so fastdidn't go to work ever since friday

2006-01-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

"Abhorrent"it totally disgusts me to know that people have no regard for the living / deadit's interesting to know how when someone / something dies,it can reveal so much about another person / thing.it just added a brick to the wall in-between.speaking about people,angst and hatred is not to be shown so explicitly.did it matter to me? yes.does it still matter to me? not anymore."as long as my

2006-01-15T01:01:00.000+08:00

"Accident"yeah met with a chain car accident yesterdaytwo things i noticed from it:1. mercedes is damn strong2. my back hurts...i dunno how i am going to pass my driving test next tuesdaykinda afraid to drive now... and no i wasn't the one who crashed the car~fin~

2006-01-08T21:34:00.000+08:00

"Alchemy"hagane no renkinjutsu!i have just finished watching the movie that was released a while back.finally managed to get hold of a clear copy!it was a great movie and it really tied down the ending.the ending for the anime series was really a cliffhanger and a lot of questions were not answered.well it kinda made me tear haha... poor winry ; ;~fin~

2006-01-06T10:37:00.000+08:00

"Abstain"things I should never ever do again1. Visit goverment polyclinics / hospitals.2. Have a long distance relationship.3. Not practise what I preach. i.e. hypocrite4. Throw money on something I like when I just see it.5. Be a bloody clerk.6. Be in customer service.7. Be too nice that I am taken for granted.I think I shall stop there. I want my 2006 to be a good year~!~fin~

2006-01-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

"Ciao!"short but really sweet post :PItaly!~fin~

2005-11-16T17:51:00.000+08:00

"Liminality"~the story of the white mithran knight*disclaimer: if you have no interest whatsoever in FFXI please do not read this postyou won't understand and you will say that i am crazy anyway. this is mainly a memory account of what happened to me for the past 2 years and the fruitful life i was living*i was born in windurst. a little kitty born of the night.i had dreams; of this shadow which

2005-10-16T10:27:00.000+08:00

"Closure"...and i am back to square one...it was kinda messy for a few dayswell my friend told me last night not to get into a relationship for the sake of getting into one or to please othersyeah why the heck did i almost do that?well after a week of weirdness i am back to beforefree and comfortable with myselfwent to safra tampines last night for calvin's 21st birthday~!met up with old friends

2005-10-12T21:24:00.000+08:00

"Cleared"...all doubts, all hate...i can breathe through those layers of fog againi can see the green trees, the light of dayi can feel the raindrops on the back of my neckit feels great to be alive.she is happy again^^ that's all i need to know.~fin~

2005-10-10T19:55:00.000+08:00

"Mistake"...one fucking bloody mistake...i made the wrong decision this timei guess i am the retarded one afterallanyhow make people crystupid me.forgive me my friendmy shoulder is here for you to cry onit's gonna be wet again.~fin~

2005-10-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

"Aberration"...what came over me i don't know...it was going very well, all too well in facta tinge of feeling flowed back into my souli was able to care again... but not for longtoo fast too soon, i did it againeverything came tumbling down up top of mei realised what was wrongbut i am back to square one.some things are meant to be keptdeep down insidelocked up with the key thrown away"we're

2005-10-06T18:41:00.000+08:00

"Cubby-hole"...leaving you a fuzzy aftertaste...was digging up some photos i have in my com and realised i took some pics of my room when i first bought the digicamand i present to you........ the place i sleep in^^pic of the day: (i call it "the light at the end")~triggerhappy~fin~

2005-09-30T18:20:00.000+08:00

"Contemplation"...think think think...spent more than my pay this month ; ;star convoy: $130soundwave: $50chokogin doreamon: $70ffvii ost + book + ffvii:ac shipping: $100ffvii:ac keychains: $36i remember i still need to buy stuff ; ;just trying to keep the number "3" in front...saving gil for a trip to Texas next Maywant to meet all my ffxi buddieshope lily lets me stay at her place @.@ otherwise

2005-09-30T18:13:00.000+08:00

"Advent"...yeah I am cheating :Pwanted to do this for a long time but didn't have much time to updatewell i finally got my photos uploaded (surprisingly fast)and if people are wondering what i meant when i said:"i lugged 7kg from woodlands to home"this is it: (or rather these are what i brought home)the main box itself:first open:main stuff:kewlness!i know there are still the cloud and fenrir

2005-09-09T20:42:00.000+08:00

"Drive"...down memory lanejust started my driving lessons again, continued ratheri am glad i didn't put my last 3 lessons in april to wastehaving lessons everyday is good in the sense that i will have more confidence when i drivethe bad thing is my eyes hurt a lot from all that night driving and i am sooo tired at the end of the weekit is getting much more fun thoughi just want to get done with

2005-09-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

"Ambiguous"...i want to hold your hand againi finally got a digicam after all this while^^got it for $749 with tons of freebies (although i loathe my friend who got it for $699 on the last day >.>)been playing around with it and i like it alotwill be putting up interesting pictures soon^^ (i hope)i will be starting my driving lessons (continuing more likely) tomorrowi really want to finish it up

2005-08-31T19:46:00.000+08:00

"Honesty"...i guess is the best policy after all...i kept it in meshruging it off every time someone mentions itfulfill my duty?cover it up desperatelymy principlesmy consciencemy egomyselfi gave inthe truth came to light...the consequencewas not as expectedbreathed a sigh of reliefand continued to watch the clouds go by...thanks to everyone who supported me in my decision...~fin~

2005-08-22T22:32:00.000+08:00

"Preconception"...notice how everyone forms an opinion about someone or something based on nothing they know...It's sick when people misunderstand what you do.It's even sicker when they hold on so strongly to that belief that all they see is a fog.They are blind. We all are. If we choose to be.It's no use sharing your side of the story with them no matter how much they claim they want to hear

2005-08-01T02:46:00.000+08:00

"Memoria de la^Stono"Sitting by in the evening sand—Twilight, the song of peace;Clouds dance up with the heavens' stars,Chanting the name of joyous bliss.Water fades back from wood to jade,Gliding on rainbows high;Flowers bloom into brazen whites,Reaching our hearts when they're entwined.Angels chained by a beast locked in slumber;Sin washed away by the swift flow of time.I may know the answers,

2005-03-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

"Reminisce"~I guess I am still feeling a sense of loss...Was just looking through old photos till I chanced upon this...I really had a good time in London...~fin~

2005-02-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

"Epilogue"It has all ended.This chapter of my life has closed. I am not ready to open another.~fin~

2005-02-14T21:43:00.000+08:00

"Prelude"and the new year officially starts for me...Day 1:The usual... (Crap every time i type usual i will type usually). Went to my maternal grandparents' place first to have a vegetarian breakfast^^ and yes I like it, so there! Off to my paternal grandma's place... We... had "lunch" there... was full so only drank the soup... Abalone! Realised the weather during CNY is soooo hot ; ; Hmmm

2005-01-14T01:04:00.000+08:00

"Acclimatized" Life is moving at a steady pace... Neither is it slow nor fast... I wish it could be faster... Alright. You don't hear me complaining as much anymore. I have finally organised all my work and came up with a checklist of what to do every month. To think I used to only plan for the week or even just the day >.> Gah. It pays to be organised and meticulous. Settled some problems in

2004-12-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

"Avalanche" and everything starts to break apart. I am going through a really rough patch in my life right now. I don't wish for any of you to understand but pray, please give me your blessings. I need all the hope I can get. The emptiness is starting to engulf me. Do I stand up and face adversary, or fall to its prey? ~fin~

2004-10-10T13:44:00.000+08:00

"Honor" Sharpening of a new blade... Wow this is my very first Artifact Armour! Thanks to Carice, Summyr, Indaj, Tenebrion, and Jameson! Now just waiting for my silk threads to sell to round off my cash to 110k and it is time to continue leveling my beloved Paladin. Raise, here I come! ~fin~

2004-10-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

"Ego" I love me, myself and my alter ego... ~fin~

2004-10-03T18:09:00.000+08:00

"Persona" if anyone was wondering what I look like in my other life, or what a female mithran is... ~fin~

2004-09-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

"Russel Square" yeah this is where I stayed for a week in London, at some hostel called Frances Gardner House. It is a really cool hostel, nice big and comfy room and a spacious and well-ventilated kitchen. Only problem is, the park which we thought was kinda dark was actually an old cemetary. Brrrr. Really enjoy travelling. You may call me weird but I find a great sense of achievement in

2004-09-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

"Sleep" Not gonna get it again... This morning had to wake up early to tell them I am not coming for work. Tomorrow morning have to go and extend my passport at like 7.30. Defeats the purpose of staying at home to sleep -_-. And my bro's com can only accept SD-RAM. WTF. ~fin~

2004-09-01T14:07:00.000+08:00

"R&R" Was a little sick due to flu and sore throat so I decided to go see a doctor and get some rest at home. Can feel the work piling up with more to come. My health is draining from me. Got to sleep. Havent got to wake up late in a long while. Need rest. Well as you can guess, I was online the whole morning. Spent a great deal of it on FFXI with my new linkshell looking for carbuncle rubies.

2004-08-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

"Loath" My fears are starting to haunt me... They try to take me down... slowly. All I can do now is sleep... Lying in an open savana Arrows of hidden agenda Strike me from all directions Down I fall... I welcome a change One that is for the better of course One can never be satisfied I don't think I ever will be ~fin~

2004-08-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

"Dysfunction" Stability to instability. My mind is starting to fall apart once again... Have not been blogging much because of my work commitments in camp the past few months. Have actually been quite busy, so by the time I reach home I would be too tired to type out what I want to say. Something just came over me to type today. I don't really know what. I seem to be at a loss here. On one hand

2004-07-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

"Tifa Lockhart" ~fin~

2004-06-06T23:15:00.000+08:00

"Vengence" Ok I shall take you up on that challenge AL and I shall blog everyday! Mostly... Maybe... Went all the way to Clarke Quay today under that scorching sun... Argh can't they position that MRT exit in a more beneficial location? Anyway I went all the way down there to retrieve my Energon Laserwave a.k.a. Shockwave! Opened him up already and found out that people's reviews on him were not

2004-05-29T17:17:00.000+08:00

"Budget" Oops I think I overshot slightly. Heh. Went on a shopping spree at The Falcon's Hanger at Far East. Bought ALOT of things man... Stikfas: Knight with Stallion X 2, Beta Female with Dragon, Samurai Dunno when I can actually fix all of them up haha... And I got myself Arcee... finally... Well that all set me back $128. yeah now you must think I am crazy. Regretted not reserving a set of

2004-05-29T09:55:00.000+08:00

"Refresh" Since the recent posts are mostly about the bloody SAF, I shall take my ranting to new topics. Hmmz... Yeah what about what I am going to buy later? Watch this space for updates! Maybe I should even start a long post on the things I bought recently... ~fin~

2004-04-22T19:59:00.000+08:00

"Cyborg" ~fin~

2004-04-22T11:29:00.000+08:00

"Chutzpah" (KHOOT-spuh, HOOT-) noun, also chutzpa Shameless impudence, brazen nerve, gall, effrontery. { [From Yiddish khutspe, from Late Hebrew huspa.] "Bill Gates, the company's chairman, even had the chutzpah to say that this week's ruling was a challenge to `healthy competition in the software industry'." Leaders: Breaking Up Microsoft, The Economist (London), Jun 10,

2004-04-10T21:10:00.000+08:00

"Inequity" How much worse can life get? My sergeant was joking with me on tuesday night: He: So when you want your night training? Me: Haha I dunno leh. He: Make you stay back on thursday night. I doing guard duty anyway. 7pm hor! Me: 7pm sunday night ah? Haha... He: Haha also can! But you sure won't want to come back one lor when everyone is booking in at 2330. Now I know how it feels. My

2004-04-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

"Infection" It chokes me whenever I awake. Was diagnosed with having phelgm in my lungs... Lung infection I suppose... Must have started that day when I got heat exhaustion... Then it got worse due to insufficient rest... The tightness in my chest forces me to gasp for air every now and then... And I still got to report to my new unit tomorrow. At least this coming friday is good friday... ~fin~

2004-04-03T10:47:00.000+08:00

"Disorder" I didn't know I had that many. Disorder | Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: Moderate Antisocial: Low Borderline: Low Histrionic: Low Narcissistic: Low Avoidant: Moderate Dependent: Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive: Low URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html ~fin~

2004-04-02T12:12:00.000+08:00

"Reconnaissance" One word that I will never forget anymore. This sucks. My whole platoon is getting vocations like technicians and drivers while I had to get something like this: 1. You are posted to HQ 10 SIB. 2. Your vocation is INF RECCE TROOPER (BDE). 3. Your are to report to: 05/04/2004 at 0800 hrs. to Pasir Ris Camp, S1 BRANCH. to Chief Clerk - 65898017/051/041 in smart no.4

2004-02-15T12:53:00.000+08:00

"Expostulation" I simply refuse to believe in it. I thought about a lot of things last night. I realised that when I get close to someone, somehow or other I will reveal that I am attached. Then I was asked why I do not just keep it a secret and give others a chance? Maybe it will lead to a better relationship or a good friendship? My thoughts then wandered off to a time when someone told me

2004-02-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

"Experience" Only a few of us got the chance. I threw my very first live grenade yesterday and boy was it an experience. The grenade itself was nothing. It was what happened after that =P. The guy in my detail from platoon 4 threw a blind/dud. so I spent 15 minutes talking to my officer haha... A while later the demolition guy came up to the unexploded grenade and planted a c4 there. The c4